Today is the first day of February and it's Thaipusam and Federal Territory Day, thus the public holiday and freedom (for the mean time) I get. Well, there's really no free time for me, tonnes of homework to complete as usual... Nevermind about that anyway, these are really boring stuffs.
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The event happens today, yes, past midnight, as in very very early morning of the 1st of February - let's say about 1 o'clock in the morning. Yeah, isn't it fabulous? I am still awake although I'm clearly exhausted. I wonder if it's fate or whatever. We arose the topic. And we continued on and on non-stop and he finally revealed his part of the story. It was interesting. Of course, everybody has a strong sense of "justice" in them, he asked me about myself later. And, I decided that, this might be the best time and best opportunity for me to let it go. So I did told him the truth.
But, surprise surprise!! He did not believe me and he thought I was just pulling his leg. I felt kinda insulted though at the same time relaxed... I could tell him my thoughts in not an awkward but easy way and therefore it's a good thing. He did not believe until the end, whether or not he changed his mind after I signed off I do not know. But whatever, I finally did what I wanted. And yes, I know myself the best. It was long over already, only that I wouldn't let go of it. Now, I realized my mistake and I definiely felt better.
The feeling after that was that, I felt so freed.... I'm pretty sure I can get him off my mind finally and focus on my ambition. I'm an ambitious girl and I've started to think that, maybe this thing ain't for me after all... I don't mind... Really... So, whatever...
Albeit all that, I chuckled to myself - wondering what his reaction would be like when he eventually understood that my tone just then - though that was impossible through online conversations - was very serious - Yep, it's funny. And I'm more than glad that this had came to an end, in a good way... = )
THIS is the best part - continue reading...
The event happens today, yes, past midnight, as in very very early morning of the 1st of February - let's say about 1 o'clock in the morning. Yeah, isn't it fabulous? I am still awake although I'm clearly exhausted. I wonder if it's fate or whatever. We arose the topic. And we continued on and on non-stop and he finally revealed his part of the story. It was interesting. Of course, everybody has a strong sense of "justice" in them, he asked me about myself later. And, I decided that, this might be the best time and best opportunity for me to let it go. So I did told him the truth.
But, surprise surprise!! He did not believe me and he thought I was just pulling his leg. I felt kinda insulted though at the same time relaxed... I could tell him my thoughts in not an awkward but easy way and therefore it's a good thing. He did not believe until the end, whether or not he changed his mind after I signed off I do not know. But whatever, I finally did what I wanted. And yes, I know myself the best. It was long over already, only that I wouldn't let go of it. Now, I realized my mistake and I definiely felt better.
The feeling after that was that, I felt so freed.... I'm pretty sure I can get him off my mind finally and focus on my ambition. I'm an ambitious girl and I've started to think that, maybe this thing ain't for me after all... I don't mind... Really... So, whatever...
Albeit all that, I chuckled to myself - wondering what his reaction would be like when he eventually understood that my tone just then - though that was impossible through online conversations - was very serious - Yep, it's funny. And I'm more than glad that this had came to an end, in a good way... = )
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