It is so difficult to organize a surprise birthday party, especially for her case. It's a mission impossible...
Now I'm making up a major story that I myself are even confuse of. Great, I might just let it slip through my tongue anytime if I'm not careful. Argh.. Can't she just pretend not to know and not to care for the sake of everybody's fun. I'm so tortured... Not for real, but very likely. What am I suppose to do now?
So many people's birthday in just one week, at least five of them I think... Four schoolmates and one special friend. Cool. Why? I'm broke. Buying presents are costly which is why the idea of people buying presents for me is totally not appealing to me. All I need is their wishes and most sincere blessings, that's truly the best that I can ask for. Definitely better than those materialistic stuff they always buy... It really means nothing or maybe just a medium to show affection for them. However, this particular thinking is not for me of course. Yep.
I would be happy if anyone give me anything. But I actually feel guilty about it because it is not as if I can keep all those presents forever right? There's quite few time that I gave away some of my own birthday presents as others' birthday presents. I actually do not want that. But what to do? It's a custom. And I can't be buying stuff each time it's somebody's birthday. I will not be able to reserve some savings for my own. So, pur-leasee..... I so not agree with this idea, even though it's a very old tradition. No, I'm gonna change it. At least for me, it's a special case. If other people want to continue to do that, I don't really mind. Serious. Argh, party... Actually, it's not like I even care. I've never really do care about celebrating my own birthday lavishly... Bu, of course an individual would be happier with such events going on.
Sigh, I hope my "big plan" is working out well enough. It's so twisted and confusing now. Just pretend you don't know anything at all please!!
And lastly, great. I chatted with a friend at last. I don't mind if it's a very short conversation. I just need to know about the latest and more important stuff. That's all I ask for. Well, some proper conversation unlike those I had in school. School people are kinda girlish. This country is going to be dominated by girls soon. Laugh out loud. I don't want that to happen!! There'll be more competition between the girls - fighting or guys of course!
Now I'm making up a major story that I myself are even confuse of. Great, I might just let it slip through my tongue anytime if I'm not careful. Argh.. Can't she just pretend not to know and not to care for the sake of everybody's fun. I'm so tortured... Not for real, but very likely. What am I suppose to do now?
So many people's birthday in just one week, at least five of them I think... Four schoolmates and one special friend. Cool. Why? I'm broke. Buying presents are costly which is why the idea of people buying presents for me is totally not appealing to me. All I need is their wishes and most sincere blessings, that's truly the best that I can ask for. Definitely better than those materialistic stuff they always buy... It really means nothing or maybe just a medium to show affection for them. However, this particular thinking is not for me of course. Yep.
I would be happy if anyone give me anything. But I actually feel guilty about it because it is not as if I can keep all those presents forever right? There's quite few time that I gave away some of my own birthday presents as others' birthday presents. I actually do not want that. But what to do? It's a custom. And I can't be buying stuff each time it's somebody's birthday. I will not be able to reserve some savings for my own. So, pur-leasee..... I so not agree with this idea, even though it's a very old tradition. No, I'm gonna change it. At least for me, it's a special case. If other people want to continue to do that, I don't really mind. Serious. Argh, party... Actually, it's not like I even care. I've never really do care about celebrating my own birthday lavishly... Bu, of course an individual would be happier with such events going on.
Sigh, I hope my "big plan" is working out well enough. It's so twisted and confusing now. Just pretend you don't know anything at all please!!
And lastly, great. I chatted with a friend at last. I don't mind if it's a very short conversation. I just need to know about the latest and more important stuff. That's all I ask for. Well, some proper conversation unlike those I had in school. School people are kinda girlish. This country is going to be dominated by girls soon. Laugh out loud. I don't want that to happen!! There'll be more competition between the girls - fighting or guys of course!
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