Saturday, February 10, 2007

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Hey woa, Mozilla Firefox's add-ons are quite useful...

I'm currently using PerFormancing to post to my blog..

This is so cool...

Enough about that, let's revert back to my life this week...



Sure enough, it was hectic!! Felt so suffocated... All those late night sleep had contributed to my panda-like eyes now... They were totally exhausted..

Even though, it's only a monthly test.. I was stressed out like hell..

I was very worried that I wouldnt be able to do well enough, seeming I'm now in the first class pressured me even more..



I wanted to show them my ability, my talent, what I'm really capable of and the fact was - I'm better than they thought. Let you have a piece of me - that's what I thought. But whatever, those people still got on my nerve.. Nevertheless, I let my emotion took over me yesterday. I still need to release them one way or another somehow, otherwise I'll burst! Yea, nobody wants somebody head suddenly blowing up just like that. Anyway, I knew myself too well, I can contain myself anytime I want - depending on whether I want to or not.



Well, SES... So what the hell... We at least hoped that you people could talk to us... Inform us on upcoming event or what you had planned... Neither of us knew anything until the announcement... She was shocked and rather like woa.. When was that? How come? I DIDN'T KNOW ANYTHING AT ALL! Please, for once, acknowledge us. Even though, you can't pull yourself away from your group, the least you people could do is respect... We liked to help.. But our spirit were constantly made evaporated away just like that.. We loved to help, but under this circumstances, we don't think we want to be open-minded anymore..



It had already been one year... Yet, why this emptiness?

What is their problem...



Everything I do, I'm so disheartened...

I would want somebody who I could lay my trust upon completely.. And one who I feel secure...not betrayed...



Yes, that's it...

It felt somehow, we were betrayed....





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