I just came back from my hometown today...
Yep, I did get a loads of angpau... But now, I understand that it doesn't really matters much. I got the message finally, the angpau really symbolizes blessings from one to another. Does this mean I'm more mature than before yet? I hope so.
Even though I still act like a kid, I think.
Very well, nevertheless, I'm tired and exhausted.
There's nothing much of a happening in the past few days...
But wait, I must no forget to share this good news. Well, yea, I do think it's a good news. Yep, noneother than I received the Chinese New Year card at last. I took one look into the snail-mailbox, and bingo, I immediately knew it was for me and also whom it was from. Gosh, I'm really happy. I can't wait to finish my chores given to me by my mother then, well, what else, to reveal what's inside the red envelope!
Surprise surprise!! There's another smaller red envelope inside the bigger red envelope. Great. Anyhow, I dreaded reading the small but meaningful card. There were many words printed on it but little written in person. Though, it was enough to trigger my thoughts or should I say doubts.
After reading it, I was like, was this for true? Does that person meant it even though all those were not written and were already printed on the card. Anyhow, the card still had to be picked by that person right? Instead of randomly that is. I'm happy, but with so so so so much doubt. I couldn't stop thinking about it as it was really intriguing. However, the more I thought about it, it's like the more I really think it was not like that person's personality or do I not know that person enough. I hope the latter. If it was not picked randomly and was meant for real instead, was it what I thought it was then? And if so, how do I confirm it?
This matter really conflicts my feelings very much. I couldn't decide and I think I never would anyway. It is all unless - I ask that person myself, eye to eye. That way, nobody would be able to lie or think for a matter of time before they produce some restructured answers. The first answer - without given a moment of thought - are normally the truth and the most sincere one. That is really what I wanted.
Can my wish be granted?
Yep, I did get a loads of angpau... But now, I understand that it doesn't really matters much. I got the message finally, the angpau really symbolizes blessings from one to another. Does this mean I'm more mature than before yet? I hope so.
Even though I still act like a kid, I think.
Very well, nevertheless, I'm tired and exhausted.
There's nothing much of a happening in the past few days...
But wait, I must no forget to share this good news. Well, yea, I do think it's a good news. Yep, noneother than I received the Chinese New Year card at last. I took one look into the snail-mailbox, and bingo, I immediately knew it was for me and also whom it was from. Gosh, I'm really happy. I can't wait to finish my chores given to me by my mother then, well, what else, to reveal what's inside the red envelope!
Surprise surprise!! There's another smaller red envelope inside the bigger red envelope. Great. Anyhow, I dreaded reading the small but meaningful card. There were many words printed on it but little written in person. Though, it was enough to trigger my thoughts or should I say doubts.
After reading it, I was like, was this for true? Does that person meant it even though all those were not written and were already printed on the card. Anyhow, the card still had to be picked by that person right? Instead of randomly that is. I'm happy, but with so so so so much doubt. I couldn't stop thinking about it as it was really intriguing. However, the more I thought about it, it's like the more I really think it was not like that person's personality or do I not know that person enough. I hope the latter. If it was not picked randomly and was meant for real instead, was it what I thought it was then? And if so, how do I confirm it?
This matter really conflicts my feelings very much. I couldn't decide and I think I never would anyway. It is all unless - I ask that person myself, eye to eye. That way, nobody would be able to lie or think for a matter of time before they produce some restructured answers. The first answer - without given a moment of thought - are normally the truth and the most sincere one. That is really what I wanted.
Can my wish be granted?
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