Saturday, March 31, 2007

himegoto 34

Hey. Great. It's the last day of March and there's three more posts to fulfill. So I think I'll "triple" post here today... Wanted to do it the last few days, but I was fighting hard not to touch the computer. I gave in today because well, a promise is a promise.



No school for the past four days mainly or entirely because of some games carnival. And great, I gt sunburned from it. It was okay though, since I've never experience that before. Now I know how painful the skin will be. It's not only the colour of burning red, it was nearly like those of what you see as roasted pork. I know one person who changed from a "light chocolate" skin tone to a "dark chocolate" one. Brainless or what, I don't know. Not that it is my problem anyway.



Still, this event had nevertheless wasted so much of time unnecessarily. I was told it wasn't even made compulsory last year and the fact tat it was not conducted like this before in the school's history. That's what they told me at least. True or not, that will be up to somebody to disagree with that statement made. Yeah, nevertheless, it has nothing to do with me. At all.



I really don't care about anything. Everything is ever so boring. I don't care. I don't mind. I'm so depleted of emotions right now. It feels good but somehow the feeling of emptiness lingers. Nevermind. I'm seriously quite ignorant about anything now. The only thing I know is to work something to achieve my ultimate goal. Dramatic? No, it isn't. This is what we called "life".



Life is always dramatic if you hadn't notice. Maybe it's not you, but your life is. Everyone's life is, because we are all living under the same roof - in e same world.



Maybe, just maybe. I'm in another realm. I'm only an existence among the norm of mankind. I feel so different. I might look like a human. But, really deep in my heart, I'm like something else. Something complicated but simple if you found your way into me. Yes, exactly.



Till then, I'll say that - whoever understand me thoroughly would seriously be loved deeply by me. I still need a companion. Therefore, enough said.





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