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Wow.

That's all I could say. Other then the Harry Potter books, none has been able to thrill me enough and make me ignore all when the masterpiece is in my hands. Though it is as thick as a dictionary, an encyclopedia even to some, I manage to finish it in just three days. Quite a record for me indeed. And after that, I truely long for more. I'm thirsty of it and can never recover of "losing" it for some time now. It had to be like this until the third book of this trilogy is publish.

Yes, nothing more. I'm talking about none other then the Inheritance trilogy itself. In less then a week it is, I've done savoring the first two books - Eragon and Eldest. It leaves me striving for more. Just like how the Harry Potter books had me... But, patience...

There is this seminar that I will be attending next week for a continuous four days period. Well, hopefully it will cease me from thinking anymore about it and back - yes, back - to my normal student life. Throughout the whole journey I've witness Eragon's adventure, I imagined myself a world as such, as I would while reading all fictions. Somehow, with the help of the map of Eragon's world in the first two pages of those books, it enhance my imagination of those few lands.

Thus, I'm anticipating much from its movie which will be due on the 15th of December.

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It doesn't help to delay
When your life is at bay.

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I quoted this from a radio advertisement this morning, in my mom's car.
I like it.
Therefore, I'm keeping it here.

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It's rather funny. Why so? Haha.. It actually took me quite a while to recover this blog of mine again. I can't believe I forgot all of my account's details. In less than 36 hours too. Silly.

Very well, there's actually a mountain high of stuff that I wanted to spit out - almost all at once - and I'm going to refrain myself from doing that. I need to save something at least to continue nourishing this blog of mine. I won't want it to "die away" that early as to seeing what my earlier blogs' fates are, and yes, nevermind about that anymore. Not that I care very much about it. Reason being : I must admit that I'm lazy and especially when I'm suffocated by endless books of designed information all the time. I couldn't escape from that and I never would. Seemingly, my future depends on it. Have you guessed what that is? = D

And apparently, I've to disappoint you that this would be all I would pen for now as I think I'm rather long-winded... Yea, that is only the introduction ( an official one I suppose) and see how much "length" I have gone through. What? No. It's pretty long enough for me. Thank you. I'll brag more in the future if that is what you wish. And I solemnly hope that you are patient enough to go through all this. Anyway, it's hard to read all the text with all those colour scheme I've chosen, ain't?

With that, so I rest my pace. Here.

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I have come to a conclusion.

I need to widen my vocabulary's scope..

blah...

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Sadness, that's what drove me into this. I do not understand myself well, so I think... But there is always this ego in me that says: I'm the mastermind of all happenings..

As a safety precaution, the true meaning behind all that I typed will need to be thought of deeply; that is if you ever want to know what's going on here anyway...

Anyway, I hope nobody or no one at all could track me all the way here, again, if they ever even bother to... Well, I'm not only sophisticated and complex, I, me, somehow someway somewhat is a sick person. Scared? I'm not surprise.. as you might...

Seriously, I've considered letting somebody else - somebody professional - to "encrypt" me, to tell me if I'm normal enough. Especially on the way I think, my mind.. It's driving me mad, crazy, insane... everything. I do not understand.

I can speak it all out in my mind - imagining conversations within myself with myself... Illogical? Nonsense? It could be normal though? However, all attempts to make it into a "hard copy", an output of some sort or through any means of media are to no avail. I just could not get it out and yes, that's definitely bad...

Why is it bad? You know something, keeping EVERYTHING to yourself is never really a good idea. You will still desire a person in which you can have faith in to appear suddenly in front of you so that you are able to "share" your thoughts, your burdens, your desperation, your endless complaints, your shameless sorries for your ownself... What the hell? See what I mean, I'm never good at writing stuff, they rot- literally. Back to it, I've been retaining a lot of "darkness" in me, not letting it out at all... Yea, it's painful...

Psychology? Kidding me... The more I think about this things, the more confused I'm getting, I believe... haha.. But, I love it... I really love it...