Hey, it's already the 31st of January. Oh my, I'm so getting a heart attack.. Why must time "flies" so fast, can't you be patient and kindly wait up for some people - namely me. I haven't been able to get any good sleep lately, one of the reasons being I just couldn't get myself to doze off earlier in bed. Am I getting his "disease" now? I hope not, so hope not... If this is the truth, he is to be blamed for. Be warned - well, that is if he has the chance to read this, which I totally think not.
So, I went to the clubhouse today, a plan to go for swimming lesson actually. Most unfortunately, the trainer wasn't free that day and had a replacement teacher instead. Thus, I didn't get to speak to that trainer about how I wanna join the class.. But, oh my, most of the students are kids... I'm like woa... Is this even right?? I'm so not encouraged now... Might change my mind, but the thing is I have to learn how to swim properly and "efficiently" before prefect's camp which will be around in June or July... AND, it was said that we will need to swim 60 LAPS for our test. Yes, it also includes life-saving techniques and CPR. I'm so not prepare... So under pressure...... Why of all things.... Why? WHY???
I read a blog just now, it was by a teacher in my school. Indeed it was interesting. One can see that she's really making an effort. That did ended my doubts that I had beforehand. Anyone would have questions in their head if you understand what's going on. I wouldn't elaborate on the topic here, it's hard to say if anybody who knows me chance to meet my blog... That's dangerous. I would like to remain anonymous and mysterious, if the fate will let me be please... If you are curious, I would "wilt and die away" should anyone that knew me saw this. This is something private which I kept to myself and myself alone. Notice that I avoid putting in somebody else's name here, it's simply too risky...
Anyway, dad bought new tables and shelves for our comfort. Well yeah, sure it's nice! I'm usin the new furniture now if you need to know. Haha~ I love the arrangement though it's kinda packed, nevertheless, new things are nice~ I could place my dear computer in a more organized way and I like it. I get to put the CPU up on the table like I wished for a long time ago. You mustn't say anything!! Espcially since one side of my CPU was transparent and now that I could see what's inside th CPU all the time is actually a sweet thing..Talk about closure, I love my PC even more now.. They are just too wonderful. Staying away from them for even a second is not considerable, that's jsut awful treatment to my PC. No way~
Yeah, it's the last day of the first month of the new year of 2007. How do you feel? How do I feel?? Well, nothing. It's kinda okay as time passes. I'm getting more and more comfortable in the new class now though I still have a feeling that I'm being very outcasted. However, I don't care and I don't want to care. Just let it be and be it a challenge for me. Hey, I'm aiming to et a job in relation to the field of psychology/philosophy. These two subjects are just my stuff, no others please. I believe in putting myself in situations so that I can understand the others and be able to help them. I really wish I could be everybody's angel and warmth. Their Sun. I love he sunrays, I really do. I don't mind them burning me. It gives me the radiant. I truly loves it.
Lastly, this will be d last post for this month. (Hey, it IS th last day of January 2007 after all...) So, I fulfilled my promise to post 10 posts each month. Yep, 10 and I just did it when I clicked the publish button. I'm so proud of myself. Happy holiday tomorow aka Thaipusam celebration. When I get my own vehicle, I want to go everywhere snapping pictures and be inspired..
Here I rest my pace.
Wednesday, January 31, 2007
Sunday, January 28, 2007
himegoto 16
Just a short post here. I'm testing on something currently.
I would like to see how mailing a post to my blog will work out... I'm curious...
Well, just a little bit more then...
I watched D.Gray-Man episode 16 and yea, it was nice... However, Negima!? OVA - Natsu was even nicer... I like comedy and I highly praise Negima!? 's artwork plus animation... It was just too creative and wonderful... It was nice indeed... Well, if you would ignore all those "fan-service" please... As usual, I love Asuna~
The ending theme was nice...
Till then.
I would like to see how mailing a post to my blog will work out... I'm curious...
Well, just a little bit more then...
I watched D.Gray-Man episode 16 and yea, it was nice... However, Negima!? OVA - Natsu was even nicer... I like comedy and I highly praise Negima!? 's artwork plus animation... It was just too creative and wonderful... It was nice indeed... Well, if you would ignore all those "fan-service" please... As usual, I love Asuna~
The ending theme was nice...
Till then.
himegoto 15
Hey wow!! I watched Rain's Coming concert yesterday!!! It was fabolous!!! I was utterly wordless!! I eventually came out of the stadium feeling half "deaf"....
Yea, that meant the sound system was simply too GREAT!!!!
And woa, the lighting was cool too.. I LOVE it~~ Especially those at the beginning, it was fantastic!! Yep, he was cute no doubt... Oh my, I'm running out of adjectives to describe my feelings now... ( As a side note - My English vocab doesn't have a wide scope... that's just so sad... Don't you agree? )
Though I'm not his fan, not to mention biggest fan or whatever... I do admire his dance moves. The dance routines were all hippy and could strongly influences one to move to the beat as well. I didn't do that, well, I came with my family.. What can I say, haha~
And yeah, I saw Shalia.... It was great... Never thought I would met sombody else... But, it would've been better if I came with my friend or ... ...
But yikes!! Going to the concert and having fun instead of finishing my tonnes of homework will make me pay a huge price...!!
Looks like I gotta rush now, "tonnes" of homework, remember??
P.S. I really had fun... I ate cheeseburger for supper!! Yummy!!
Yea, that meant the sound system was simply too GREAT!!!!
And woa, the lighting was cool too.. I LOVE it~~ Especially those at the beginning, it was fantastic!! Yep, he was cute no doubt... Oh my, I'm running out of adjectives to describe my feelings now... ( As a side note - My English vocab doesn't have a wide scope... that's just so sad... Don't you agree? )
Though I'm not his fan, not to mention biggest fan or whatever... I do admire his dance moves. The dance routines were all hippy and could strongly influences one to move to the beat as well. I didn't do that, well, I came with my family.. What can I say, haha~
And yeah, I saw Shalia.... It was great... Never thought I would met sombody else... But, it would've been better if I came with my friend or ... ...
But yikes!! Going to the concert and having fun instead of finishing my tonnes of homework will make me pay a huge price...!!
Looks like I gotta rush now, "tonnes" of homework, remember??
P.S. I really had fun... I ate cheeseburger for supper!! Yummy!!
Saturday, January 27, 2007
himegoto 14
Whew, I've finally finshed watching Trinity Blood yesterday...
Here's my comments :
Well, the story itself was rather intriguing... But the way the plot was carried out was really boring... Things weren't clearly explained and such and such... Though, I liked the character design. It was nice. Especially those Crusniks, they were fabulous. The story wasn't completely rounded up though, I don't really get what happened in the end where Esther was crowned as the Queen of Albion and Abel and the Count of Memphis (forgot his name...) went somewhre else together... It was most unsatisfying.. However, I can't complain too much can I... The author of the manga passed away before they could complete the anime or even the manga itself... It was rather sad, I really would like to know what happened between Abel and Esther... But nah, this wasn't really a show to my liking, so I'll just let it pass...
And yay!! Another series of anime that I'm done with!!!! yoohoo!!! ( I think I'm sort of on a "anime marathon" or something...lol..) But heck, anime is my life.. I couldn't possibly survive without it.. I don't do any other things besides this... So, I guess it's fair enough for me?
On a side note, I wonder I'm being liked now....
I guess I do will return the liking...
Do we realize the "it" of either party now??
I can only wish for the best outcome...
Here's my comments :
Well, the story itself was rather intriguing... But the way the plot was carried out was really boring... Things weren't clearly explained and such and such... Though, I liked the character design. It was nice. Especially those Crusniks, they were fabulous. The story wasn't completely rounded up though, I don't really get what happened in the end where Esther was crowned as the Queen of Albion and Abel and the Count of Memphis (forgot his name...) went somewhre else together... It was most unsatisfying.. However, I can't complain too much can I... The author of the manga passed away before they could complete the anime or even the manga itself... It was rather sad, I really would like to know what happened between Abel and Esther... But nah, this wasn't really a show to my liking, so I'll just let it pass...
And yay!! Another series of anime that I'm done with!!!! yoohoo!!! ( I think I'm sort of on a "anime marathon" or something...lol..) But heck, anime is my life.. I couldn't possibly survive without it.. I don't do any other things besides this... So, I guess it's fair enough for me?
On a side note, I wonder I'm being liked now....
I guess I do will return the liking...
Do we realize the "it" of either party now??
I can only wish for the best outcome...
Friday, January 26, 2007
himegoto 13
Oh my god... I was so lucky today...
We had English class for our last period... and the teacher gave us this activity which was in a format of "debate".. A short one albeit, I was nervous enough. I'm very worried about if I can communicate points precisely and well enough so that people could understand me.. And the most important thing after all would be, whether or not I will stammer half way through. I'm worried because I know I sometimes do that on some occasions... Particularly during English speaking. The main reason was that, the students in my school were freaking good in the command of English and at some point I felt like giving up... I felt so inferior... (in terms of English speaking only that is...)... otherwise, no problem for me at all...
Well, not really that lucky anyway...
We still have to do it next week... And since we have the weekend to polish our poins... I think my teacher will definitely expect the better out of us...
Wish me luck~~
We had English class for our last period... and the teacher gave us this activity which was in a format of "debate".. A short one albeit, I was nervous enough. I'm very worried about if I can communicate points precisely and well enough so that people could understand me.. And the most important thing after all would be, whether or not I will stammer half way through. I'm worried because I know I sometimes do that on some occasions... Particularly during English speaking. The main reason was that, the students in my school were freaking good in the command of English and at some point I felt like giving up... I felt so inferior... (in terms of English speaking only that is...)... otherwise, no problem for me at all...
Well, not really that lucky anyway...
We still have to do it next week... And since we have the weekend to polish our poins... I think my teacher will definitely expect the better out of us...
Wish me luck~~
Thursday, January 25, 2007
himegoto 12
Well, nothing special these days...
Just dat, my heart is so not stable dis week because of "some people"....
If this goes on any longer, I might go crazy and I just think I rather hate that "some people" instead of liking that "some people"...
Seriously, if this goes on....
Hey, I've got exams laa... SPM coming up... no pray pray...
The thing is, getting to see that "some people" does make me feels happy but at the same time - unsure....
Again, if this continues, I just might end up hating that "some people"... However, I don't think I want that... Especially because - since I'm reacting so greatly about it, there must be smething right??
Oh no... I'm just so confused..........
Can either of us make this clear???
Even if I've the courage to... I'll try restraint myself until after SPM...
But doing so, I was considering a lot of aspects...
I'm definitely not at peace...
Just dat, my heart is so not stable dis week because of "some people"....
If this goes on any longer, I might go crazy and I just think I rather hate that "some people" instead of liking that "some people"...
Seriously, if this goes on....
Hey, I've got exams laa... SPM coming up... no pray pray...
The thing is, getting to see that "some people" does make me feels happy but at the same time - unsure....
Again, if this continues, I just might end up hating that "some people"... However, I don't think I want that... Especially because - since I'm reacting so greatly about it, there must be smething right??
Oh no... I'm just so confused..........
Can either of us make this clear???
Even if I've the courage to... I'll try restraint myself until after SPM...
But doing so, I was considering a lot of aspects...
I'm definitely not at peace...
Thursday, January 11, 2007
himegoto 11
Er..., this is nothing much... I'm just here to greet my blog a good day~~
Just to clarify a bit...(this thought suddenly came to me, I wonder why.. Was I expecting someone to "discover" this??) Oh well, this ain't my first blog... I've several more blogs. However, this ~himegoto~ is a private one while I made the others into a shared community blog..
But er... I'm not very active in that blog I started anymore... So, please don't be angry at me guys!! See, there is a reason why I put someone else beside me as the administrator. I knew she wuld be quite enthusiastic about it and at least keep it up.
Although so, it's too long since I've been that quiet, don't I pity the blog that I started?
And I even did so much for its sake.. I've added some music which didn't work out very well eventually... Then, I tried changing the template into something more "interesting"... though it didn't work too!!! ( Something was wrong with it I guess, I'm pretty sure I didn't caused that..hmph!) More importantly, I've learnt a bit about HTML through it..
So, I'll drop by ~m*shi m*shi~ right after this..!
tata~~~ ^^
Just to clarify a bit...(this thought suddenly came to me, I wonder why.. Was I expecting someone to "discover" this??) Oh well, this ain't my first blog... I've several more blogs. However, this ~himegoto~ is a private one while I made the others into a shared community blog..
But er... I'm not very active in that blog I started anymore... So, please don't be angry at me guys!! See, there is a reason why I put someone else beside me as the administrator. I knew she wuld be quite enthusiastic about it and at least keep it up.
Although so, it's too long since I've been that quiet, don't I pity the blog that I started?
And I even did so much for its sake.. I've added some music which didn't work out very well eventually... Then, I tried changing the template into something more "interesting"... though it didn't work too!!! ( Something was wrong with it I guess, I'm pretty sure I didn't caused that..hmph!) More importantly, I've learnt a bit about HTML through it..
So, I'll drop by ~m*shi m*shi~ right after this..!
tata~~~ ^^
Tuesday, January 9, 2007
himegoto 10
First of all, I might sound crazy to you...
It's the happiest day of my life!!!!!!!!!!!!
Basically, I have tuition yesterday...
SPM Physics...
It was 8pm...
It was a small room...
With a funny teacher...
And full of chattering students...
Right, you've know the settings now, I could start my litle story.
Well, I'll divide the events into the 'expected' category and the 'unexpected' category. Haha~
Okay, so, the 'expected' category...( should I put real names here? I wonder...)
The thing was, one friend came with another of his friend for the class on monday as a replacement. He was there to return my 2 storybooks as well. This was nohing much I guess, but still, it kept me all crazy!!!
And this was to make me even crazier!!!!! I saw Nellie and May Huay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It was just so freaky... I can still remembr how BIG nellie's eyes were... We were so surprised!!! Surprise!!!! And yeah, she's just as sweet as she always was.... I'm so freakin happy at this point already!!!! Then, it's May Huay mah... She transfered from SMK BSD2 but since I can still see her at the same place and same time... makes me triple happier!!! Happy!!! I was so dmn freaking awesomely EXCITED !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I don't want to be childish but, Nellie then told me Grace Lee was here for Mandarin tuition as well!!!!!!!! Grace!!! I hadn't seen her for two solid years!!!!!!!! So unbelievable!!! I was wordless... Yep, she's just as "bunny-like".
So, now you see?? Why I'm so darn happy?? It's utterly unbelievable !!!!!!!!
I mean, in just one day only.... I've met up to five old dear friends of mine!!!!!!!!!!
Can you believe it??????? CAN YOU???????
OH MY GAWD...That's all I could say in my heart...!!! I'm just so happy...
And that eventually lead me to HYPERNESS !!!!!!!
I felt so hyper alredy, ready to release it anytime... However, it's just too bad that I didn't hve the chance... or else...
I WOULD BE LAUGHING LIKE A BIG IDIOT LUNATIC CRAZY PSYCHO
MANIAC!!!!!!!
But really, ever since I've been promoted to 5 Science 1, life seems so miserable for me.. It's as if people have change thier view of me.. I could see it in their eyes... It's just so sad...
Therefore, even though it's only a small happening like this could drive me over the top... I just felt so alive... like I've never been before for a long time...
Note that I used the word "alive"... I'm just glad... This had really give me some strength and the will to continue staying in the class.. Otherwise, I could've crumble in within, entirely...
THANKS VERY MUCH GUYS... FOR MAKING IT A 'MIRACLE' FOR ME ~
It's the happiest day of my life ~
It's the happiest day of my life!!!!!!!!!!!!
Basically, I have tuition yesterday...
SPM Physics...
It was 8pm...
It was a small room...
With a funny teacher...
And full of chattering students...
Right, you've know the settings now, I could start my litle story.
Well, I'll divide the events into the 'expected' category and the 'unexpected' category. Haha~
Okay, so, the 'expected' category...( should I put real names here? I wonder...)
The thing was, one friend came with another of his friend for the class on monday as a replacement. He was there to return my 2 storybooks as well. This was nohing much I guess, but still, it kept me all crazy!!!
And this was to make me even crazier!!!!! I saw Nellie and May Huay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It was just so freaky... I can still remembr how BIG nellie's eyes were... We were so surprised!!! Surprise!!!! And yeah, she's just as sweet as she always was.... I'm so freakin happy at this point already!!!! Then, it's May Huay mah... She transfered from SMK BSD2 but since I can still see her at the same place and same time... makes me triple happier!!! Happy!!! I was so dmn freaking awesomely EXCITED !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I don't want to be childish but, Nellie then told me Grace Lee was here for Mandarin tuition as well!!!!!!!! Grace!!! I hadn't seen her for two solid years!!!!!!!! So unbelievable!!! I was wordless... Yep, she's just as "bunny-like".
So, now you see?? Why I'm so darn happy?? It's utterly unbelievable !!!!!!!!
I mean, in just one day only.... I've met up to five old dear friends of mine!!!!!!!!!!
Can you believe it??????? CAN YOU???????
OH MY GAWD...That's all I could say in my heart...!!! I'm just so happy...
And that eventually lead me to HYPERNESS !!!!!!!
I felt so hyper alredy, ready to release it anytime... However, it's just too bad that I didn't hve the chance... or else...
I WOULD BE LAUGHING LIKE A BIG IDIOT LUNATIC CRAZY PSYCHO
MANIAC!!!!!!!
But really, ever since I've been promoted to 5 Science 1, life seems so miserable for me.. It's as if people have change thier view of me.. I could see it in their eyes... It's just so sad...
Therefore, even though it's only a small happening like this could drive me over the top... I just felt so alive... like I've never been before for a long time...
Note that I used the word "alive"... I'm just glad... This had really give me some strength and the will to continue staying in the class.. Otherwise, I could've crumble in within, entirely...
THANKS VERY MUCH GUYS... FOR MAKING IT A 'MIRACLE' FOR ME ~
It's the happiest day of my life ~
Tuesday, January 2, 2007
himegoto 9
Well, decided on a short post here while listening to Shounen Omyuoji's opening sequence...
Finally finished watching Crescent Love... The animation at last is thankfully good... If you see those episodes before it... you could get really disappointed about the animation quality...
Anwyay, I watched Rurouni Kenshin : Reflection, Director's Cut yesterday... And I still can't let go about how they decided to end Himura Kenshin and Kamiya Kaoru... It was just so sad
Finally finished watching Crescent Love... The animation at last is thankfully good... If you see those episodes before it... you could get really disappointed about the animation quality...
Anwyay, I watched Rurouni Kenshin : Reflection, Director's Cut yesterday... And I still can't let go about how they decided to end Himura Kenshin and Kamiya Kaoru... It was just so sad
Monday, January 1, 2007
himegoto 8
Okay, wow... Long time since I blogged huh?
Okay, so here's the deal to compensate for it.
Well, what else??? HAPPY NEW YEAR 2007 !!!!!!!
(Note: There's 7 exclamation marks there, though I can't really do with exactly 2007 of ! - I'm not crazy...)
If you ask me about new year's resolution, to be frank, I don't really have one or, none in fact. The thing is, I couldn't manage to keep things up. I'll just forget about it in some time... One great example would be :
I vowed to revise my Form 4 syllabus during my one month long school holidays. However, I've only managed to study the first chapter of each subjects.. And to think that I'm registering 12 subjects for my exam this year. Yea, I'm doomed...
SO, see what I mean? New year resolution? Nevermind.. I'll just make one of those when I need it..
And right, I've finally done my commonwealth essay. I hope it's a good story... The idea came up suddenly and I wish it's not too ordinary and common. At first I was shocked that I was required to write an essay of 1500-2000 words in length. Truly shocked. I thought for a few days about what I should write, and also how I can elaborate it until the word count reach the requirement. Writing an essay is hell to me. So I MSN-ed my friend before : Give me the worse sentence - and that is to punish me by forcing me to write a long and difficult essay. Yep, you've done more damage than you can to me already...
Of course, don't take advantage of that little piece of information. You should know better... than to provoke me.
Okay, so here's the deal to compensate for it.
Well, what else??? HAPPY NEW YEAR 2007 !!!!!!!
(Note: There's 7 exclamation marks there, though I can't really do with exactly 2007 of ! - I'm not crazy...)
If you ask me about new year's resolution, to be frank, I don't really have one or, none in fact. The thing is, I couldn't manage to keep things up. I'll just forget about it in some time... One great example would be :
I vowed to revise my Form 4 syllabus during my one month long school holidays. However, I've only managed to study the first chapter of each subjects.. And to think that I'm registering 12 subjects for my exam this year. Yea, I'm doomed...
SO, see what I mean? New year resolution? Nevermind.. I'll just make one of those when I need it..
And right, I've finally done my commonwealth essay. I hope it's a good story... The idea came up suddenly and I wish it's not too ordinary and common. At first I was shocked that I was required to write an essay of 1500-2000 words in length. Truly shocked. I thought for a few days about what I should write, and also how I can elaborate it until the word count reach the requirement. Writing an essay is hell to me. So I MSN-ed my friend before : Give me the worse sentence - and that is to punish me by forcing me to write a long and difficult essay. Yep, you've done more damage than you can to me already...
Of course, don't take advantage of that little piece of information. You should know better... than to provoke me.
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