Should have blogged earlier on the 1st of April. Nevertheless, it was April Fool's Day. I was fooled by just one dear friend. Not that I'm being extra careful that day even though I would, it's just that, nobody even come up to me and try to prank me. Nobody. Except her of course. Friends? Bah... Still waiting for some so-called gift though. But for that, I don't really mind since I'm not giving him anything of that sort anyway. He was probably just joking that time.
April... ah... I thought it would be less hectic a month to live through. However, little did I know that there's more to come and things are not so well for me lately.
There's sports practice commencing for about 3 weeks long. That's torture. Seriously. Two precious hours wasted for nothing. We exhaust ourselves enough during that short but unbearable enough 2 hours. How are the students suppose to concentrate in class, I wonder. None of my concern anyway, since I'm a senior and I don't really have to do anything other than sit and watch. I don't mind if people call me useless.. I'm just as useful as any other soul in this world in truth, this I know in my heart. No regrets.
So, what's the bad thing? I've got herpes. More specifically Herpes Zortes. The symptoms are tingling, itching, swelling around the area with blister, sore, burning, pain and etc... Worst still, it's giving me a lot of headache and ear pain. Still, I must be grateful that this is only happening on one side of my head - particularly the right side. I went to see the doctor today, and he seem quite concerned about my illness. I guess the main reason is that, he thought the blisters would start growing in the nerves near the eye and that would be bad because it might affect my sight. Hey, mind you, it IS the nerve in my body we are talking about. Even if one nerve is gone, life will be a heck of a total disaster. Yes, I'm grateful for being what I am now. Really.
It is really painful... That stinging feeling... It's so uncomfortable. I couldn't concentrate in class either. That's bad. I will constantly want to reach out to those sores and scratch them but of course I won't. At some other times, I would clutch my right ear yelping quietly in pain. The doctor said that maybe the blisters are growing on the inside of my ear. I was really taken aback that time. Having known what it was, I'm really worried. Why must my health condition be this bad? It wasn't as bad when I didn't transfer to this school back the. Just why??
Do get well soon my dear.
*sigh*
April... ah... I thought it would be less hectic a month to live through. However, little did I know that there's more to come and things are not so well for me lately.
There's sports practice commencing for about 3 weeks long. That's torture. Seriously. Two precious hours wasted for nothing. We exhaust ourselves enough during that short but unbearable enough 2 hours. How are the students suppose to concentrate in class, I wonder. None of my concern anyway, since I'm a senior and I don't really have to do anything other than sit and watch. I don't mind if people call me useless.. I'm just as useful as any other soul in this world in truth, this I know in my heart. No regrets.
So, what's the bad thing? I've got herpes. More specifically Herpes Zortes. The symptoms are tingling, itching, swelling around the area with blister, sore, burning, pain and etc... Worst still, it's giving me a lot of headache and ear pain. Still, I must be grateful that this is only happening on one side of my head - particularly the right side. I went to see the doctor today, and he seem quite concerned about my illness. I guess the main reason is that, he thought the blisters would start growing in the nerves near the eye and that would be bad because it might affect my sight. Hey, mind you, it IS the nerve in my body we are talking about. Even if one nerve is gone, life will be a heck of a total disaster. Yes, I'm grateful for being what I am now. Really.
It is really painful... That stinging feeling... It's so uncomfortable. I couldn't concentrate in class either. That's bad. I will constantly want to reach out to those sores and scratch them but of course I won't. At some other times, I would clutch my right ear yelping quietly in pain. The doctor said that maybe the blisters are growing on the inside of my ear. I was really taken aback that time. Having known what it was, I'm really worried. Why must my health condition be this bad? It wasn't as bad when I didn't transfer to this school back the. Just why??
Do get well soon my dear.
*sigh*
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